All Real With Dre. :)

Lost.

Nobody understands what I’ve been through, and how long I’ve held it in. Letting go, and crying just felt so good on Sunday and having my friends to listen and help me is exactly what I needed, and I’m thankful. It was so hard to sit there and watch how everything we used to do together, you did it with her. It was like two years of friendship didn’t matter at all and it was so easy for you to replace me like that, and that is what hurts the most. You said you wanted me to be your first and I’m glad I was, but you didn’t even tell me that. I miss my best friend. I care and love you so much it’s not even funny. I want thinks to be fine with me, it hurts just to think about it. To see you with her, knowing that she’s the one you want and I am the one that you need. It doesn’t make sense, you would get jealous about certain things but never told me why. You’ve confused me and I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t sit and think about being with someone else, because I’m afraid I won’t be able to act the same way I did with you, with them. It’s not fair for me. I wish I had the balls to tell you, but you’ll never know. You won’t know because I know how you feel about me, it is not the same way I feel towards you, and it sucks. I hope one day you’ll wake up and realize, all I want is for fate to decide, and help me make the right choice.

I’M A HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE!!!! :D :D :D